hey yall....its monday night and ashley is BORED. out of her mind. i havent talked to derek all day..hes at work until 10. i thought hed atleast call me before he went to work but no phone call. i hope hes not mad at me, the last thing i want to do is fight...it tears me up...we shall see. hes takin me out to dinner on thursday..i think he said the olive garden....its gonna be real cute its the day before our anniversary but i wont get to see him on that day...actually thursday will be the last time ill see him outside of work before i leave  i leave on monday for kansas city woohoo. im so excited i cant wait. thursday i can drive by myself ((legally)) and i think amber is gonna come with me because we both have a lot of erands to run before the trip soo shes gonna keep me company.

well my mama actually made something good for dinner so im out <33

holy crap...lol i completely forgot i had this thing ive been so busy and theres been so much astiff goin on i havent even sat down at the computer long enopugh to write...anyways a lot of shit has happened since i last written but im not gonna get into it....school is almost out thank the lord. the seniors last day was friday which is always a good sign. i cant wait until summer i need a break. ive been workin since the end of last week and all weekend but tomorrow i have a break, which is always a good thing. i have a feeling school work is gonna start kickin my butt soon cuz we got exams and our portfolio for dental and i know tiedgen wont give that to us yet. im gonna try not to get stressed though.

and of course we cant forget about nationals. im gettin more and more excited about it. we had a month before we leave on friday and we had a meeting about it last tuesday which got me even more pysched. i have like $200 saved up and i already made my list on what to pack. we can only take ONE SUITCASE though, and that sucks. i dont think there should be a limit. the whole plane is reserved for VICA and so is the whole hotel what difference does it make? i dont understand but i have a HUGE bag so i think ill be ok

well im gonna go take a shower and iron my clothes and call my baby...toodles <33

lol...once again its been awhile since ive written...no biggie though. nothing exciting has happened so i feel no need to write everyday. goin to school workin spending time with derek...same ol same ol. ot complaining though, just glad its finally friday

anyways this weekend is gonna be pretty good...derek's birthday is on sunday and hes comin over and im makin him dinner. i hope i dont screw anything up, i havent majorly cooked like that in a long time. we shall see. i cant wait to give him his presents. i love birthdays. my cousins b-day is tomorrow but i already gave him his presents and went to his awesome party at chuckie cheese lol. my friend candice's bday is the 12th...so many bdays so little money. lol i get my paycheck soon though so its all gravy and mashed potatoes.

well derek got online so im gonna go talk to him...toodles <33

sorry its been so long since ive written. ive been kinda busy. 4 ppl quit within 2 days at work so everyone got their hours back and then some, so ive been workin a lot. when i wasnt workin, i wasnt home, so i didnt have time to do much. anyways things are goin pretty good....i got a fuckin detention the oter day ay school for skippin...i was down at mr carters but nnnooo that doesnt count i was still skippin. i dont care, its no biggie, i just hope my parents dont find out. it hasnt come in the mail yet so itll definately come on monday, hopefully i can get it before my mom does. shell be pissed but ill tell her i didnt do anything wrong and shell be straight ((i hope))

things with a new job are kinda up in the air. the second part of my interview for suncoast is on wednesday....the manager jeremy said theyd hire me if i wanted them to but they can only give me 10 hours a week right now, until summer starts. so i think im gonna go ahead and finish the interview and just tell them to put me on the top of their list and call me when that one guy is supposed to leave. meanwhilen im scheduling an interview at pacsun on the 10th so i dunno. i hope i find somethin soon though, because FYE is not workin. i was in tears last night them ppl were pissin me off so bad. i was so close to walkin out the door. it was rediculous.

well i got more to write about but i got to get ready for work so ill post later.